Following the announcement that Cannon is expecting another kid, this time with model Bre Tiesi, Alyssa Scott posted on Instagram that hearing conversations about her late son with Nick Cannon is “wrenching.”

Zen, Cannon’s kid with Scott, died of brain cancer at the age of five months in December, according to Cannon on “The Nick Cannon Show.” Zen was not given chemotherapy because Cannon and Scott didn’t want him to suffer, according to People.

Cannon announced on Monday that he is expecting his eighth kid. Scott stated she felt “at peace” in an Instagram post following the announcement.

After thanking those who reached out to her about her son, Scott wrote: “I always say Zen expanded my heart in ways I never thought possible. He filled that hole with compassion, knowing how desperately I needed it. It hurts me to see my son participate in talks that aren’t in line with his light and legacy. It’s not something I would have chosen for him or for myself.”